Stories of the Lost and Found

I decided to take a look in my Notes on Facebook because I remember when I couldn't sleep in high school I sometimes had the balls to put them for others to see. My favorite is my compilation of what I felt were my Joys in Life. Some are pretty humorous but bring back so many memories. It's also comforting to know much of the things are still joyous The Joys of Life, in my perspective. Sunshine. Getting lost in a good book. The beach! Bracelets. Looking at old pictures and remembering that exact moment. Good morning/good night text messages. Swinging. Taking pictures. My Best Friend <3 Riding around town with nothing to do or worry about. NOT going to school. Shopping when you have money to spend. Late night phone calls. Conversations on the phone that actually have meaning. Oreos and Peanut Butter :) Sleeping extremely late. Good hair days. Jamming out to songs. Remembering old song lyrics. The baseball games at Rockdale. Thund...

2012 Somedays I’m happy while other days I’m sad Somedays I dream about the life I never even had People walk by me and I try and say hello But the only thing that happens is my head turns to jello I don’t know why I feel this way I tread thru black and blue I always wonder if it’s just me, Or do others feel this, too? It makes me a little scared but I don’t dare and confess Because if I told they would just call me a hot crazy mess. So ill continue not to cry and I’ll just hold it in for one day I’ll know the answers and my face will light up again.   2012 When I think about home all I think about is You I think about your eyes and the things that we do You don’t know what you do to me You don’t know how I feel You don’t know that it’s hard for me To believe that this is real I want to have faith but sometimes I just can’t You see people always leave and it leaves me in a rut How can you have faith when you’ve always been the one to g...

It surprises me at how many views my blog has already gotten-- they'll get bored shortly. Lol! I wish I knew how to find other blogs but I'm still learning. I love the freedom I'm having with it, though. I have a Tumblr but that's really just pictures and so this allows me to just write what I'm thinking.. However I’m thinking of taking it off Facebook and such, because like I said this is for me not others, ya know? It's not the easiest thing to do opening yourself up it leaves one feeling wide open cautiously waiting for someone to call their bluff It takes the bravest of the brave And the truest of the true It's actually quite bewildering when you realize that it's you. Showing the world your words Leaving them right there in their hands Everything is all up to them Choosing whether or not to understand. You have to know some will be lost Completely clueless in what youre meaning Others will know, others will see ...