Impenetrable

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Outside the sun is play hide and seek with the muddy, ocean gray colored clouds- embraced with the kind of temperature that causes moments in time to slow.

I've been sleeping a lot more lately. My bones kind of ache, ya know? As if I am a skeleton made of bricks and stone. Time change is coming but honestly that's not even why I'm typing right now. 

The shower steams around my body combining with the scent of rose shampoo and blackberry sugar body wash- trying to calm my mind like every other minute of the day. 

Impenetrable. It's an adjective, yet a feeling so immersing.

Impossible to pass through, enter, or understand. 

Feeling this way isn't enjoyable- it's absolutely maddening. You're rarely present no matter how hard you try. You're constantly fighting your ego with your consciousness. Drifting in and out of nothing more than a black hole. 

It sounds so morbid- I know. Considerably, though, that's a lot of people's reality. 

Sometimes their only goal is to just get through the day. 

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